Saturday, March 5, 2016

Movie Review Aligarh



Movie Review - Aligarh

Last night when I watched the latest Hansal Mehta Biopic on Prof. Siras – Aligarh, I was compelled to write about it. Aligarh is a movie which needs not only to be seen, and written about but also talked about a lot – esp. in the current times of political and social upheaval.
Three things stand out in Aligarh – one about the social issue of equality, liberty and justice, the essential tenets of our constitution; Two the movie itself, esp. its direction, cinematography, editing and acting; And the third being about homosexuality – in that order.
In one dialogue form the movie, the editor calls the main incident of the movie, a sex scandal to which the young journalist responds that it is not a sex scandal but about human rights. This dialogue kind of sums the message of the movie.
While the theme of the movie and the real life incident has been has been characterized as being about homosexuality, but in reality this is more about how much of freedom exists for an individual to live as per his or her choices and how much over-arching is the social fabric and morality of the society on the personal spaces of an individual.
The preamble of our constitutions speaks about guaranteeing to all its citizens:
JUSTICE, social, economic and political; LIBERTY of thought, expression, belief, faith and worship; EQUALITY of status and of opportunity; Article 21 of the Indian constitution also gives to its citizen a fundamental right to privacy.
Can then, the collective morality of the society override this guarantee? That is the question which the movie raises. Aligarh, in its very subtle narrative brings out this point and how an individual actually is nothing in front of the mob mentality and the mob justice that seems to largely prevail in this country, esp. in the domains of religion, sexual preferences and more recently nationalism.
Aligarh is a movie to be seen with patience, to understand its layered messages and to understand the conflict that exists in the current times between simplicity and politics; between poetry and quick conclusions; between the essence and the word; between the various shades of gray the life is and the boxed black & white view of the world that the society wants to have. The society wants to label you either as a hero or as a villain. The human seems to get lost in between.
In terms of the movie, Aligarh is simply a masterpiece. A work of beauty created by Hansal Mehta, It can easily fall in the category of text book movies to learn about subtle direction, cinematography and editing.
The direction is so subtle that if you are not fully into the movie, you could miss a lot. The facial expressions of the artists, the way they are dressed in a particular scene, the camera angles used etc are very suggestive of the underlying narrative that is being told.
It is hard to write about these nuances, the best way would be for Hansal Mehta to release a “Making of Aligarh” as a potential tutorial for many aspiring movie makers and for movie buffs.
In terms of acting, this by far is the finest role done by Manoj Bajpayee. He so beautifully depicts the sense of isolation and alienation of Dr. Siras and what he goes through in a hostile society, where even his so called friends also refuse to help. Manoj give us a window to peep into the life of a person, who braves to be different at the same time who is also human, with his own needs of acceptance, inclusion, recognition and pride.
In a way, one gets to know Dr. Siras as a person and about his entire life, way beyond the events depicted in the movie.
Finally the last piece about – Homosexuality; Hansal Mehta and his team have done a brilliant job of not making a caricature of it and not boxing the protagonist in a small box.
The question that the movie raises is that while for a “normal” human being his or her sexuality is just one piece of his or her being, how come when it comes to homosexuals, their sexuality seems to be the only lens through which the society sees them. The movie, while exploring the sexuality of Dr. Siras does a complete justice to present the complete human that he was or anyone else could be. And how narrow the society gets, when it judges people only by one aspect of their life; not just judges, but admonishes them.
Kudos to Hansal and his team for such great cinematic achievement and a piece of art that they have created!
- Ameet Mattoo 4th March 2016

Tuesday, January 6, 2015

Birthday – Any other Day



What is a birthday? It is a time of celebration, wishes, gifts and a party. Since it is a date in the calendar year when we were born. Really?
Or is It more like a reference to a point in time that happened a while ago.

There are two unsaid and unchallenged assumptions in this concept.

One that this is the day when we were born and two that it is an event to celebrate.

The solar calendar that we follow is a human construct, which identifies, measures and records the dimension of time, based on the physical motion of a celestial body - the Sun in this case. Which means that if we independently look at the motion of sun, it has nothing to do with the concept of time. It is only when we use a particular type of motion of sun as a standard of time, a correlation exists. And if we would have used a different measure - other than the motion of the sun - our birthday would fall on a different date. As is the case in many Hindu families in India and also in some other cultures, where the lunar calendar is used and religious festivals are tacked by the same. Naturally their birthday each year falls on a different date of the solar colander.  Some of them even end up celebrating two birthdays - one with family based on the lunar calendar and one with friends based on solar calendar.

I am compelled to wonder, what if we had chosen a measure of time which was significantly different than what we have today - and would cycle too soon or two far away!

So the day we were born is just an event in time that occurred only once. Still we find ways to believe that the day happens again and again. And the cyclic nature of our calendar makes our birthday repeat. The belief is so deep that some of us even end up believing newspaper columns predicting future based on the month we were born in.

The depth of this social construct is such that we even judge the dearness of our relationship by checking who all remembers our birthday. And the reverse if also true - we remember the birthdays of our close ones, lest they feel they have been ignored. I pity the state of the people who are poor in remembering dates - they get judged for their love and affection based on the memory power!

 
And the another unchallenged assumption is - that birthdays are events to celebrate.

We were born, just an event in our life. We will die, another event. So what is there to celebrate!

The question is : Is it because we have made birthday's repeated annual events that we have to celebrate them or we want to celebrate hence we want to believe that birthdays get repeated!
My guess is that, it is latter.

Most human beings are essentially narcissistic in nature. We simply love ourselves. We love to receive compliments, praise and recognition. It makes us feel good. Most of us don’t miss an opportunity to look ourselves up in a mirror - it sometimes is even the glass-door of our car. We adorn our photographs. While watching an old wedding video, we usually try to look for ourselves in it.

Only when we are ready to look at these beliefs and assumptions, would we be willing to challenge them and look beyond the vanity of getting caught up in the birthday mania; look at it as just another date in the calendar, don’t get mad at friends and family who forget the date; don’t get psyched-up in remembering the birthdays of our loved one - since the “birthday” has literally nothing to do with when we were actually  born.

However there is no harm in celebrating oneself. I would like us celebrate ourselves every day, why limit only to the birthday. By celebrating ourselves, we feel good, happy and confident of ourselves.

So no harm in indulging. Happy Birthdays and also Happy New Year and any other annual event!

Ameet Mattoo
Jan 2015

Sunday, January 4, 2015

Movie Review: Queen through the prism of Gender Dynamics.





Queen is a story of a young girl Rani, who finds her independence after going through struggles, when her UK based fiancé refuses to marry her and to overcome the shock, she decides to go alone on her honeymoon to Europe. The movie depicts very subtle gender biases and the gender dynamics that exist in our society.

Plot:
Rani is from a very conservative family in Delhi. Two days before her marriage, her fiancé (Vijay) meets with her in a cafe and tells her that he no longer wants to marry her, claiming he has changed because of living in the UK, and she would not match his lifestyle anymore.
Shocked by this and the impact it would have on her and her family Rani shuts herself in her room for two days.
However, encouraged and supported by her family, she decides to take control of her life and plans to go alone on her pre-booked honeymoon to Paris and Amsterdam.

During her Europe trip, she meets and befriends different kinds of people and in the process learns a lot about life and herself. In Paris, she meets an independent girl of Indian origin, Vijaylakshmi, who makes her feel confident about herself and helps her find courage. In Amsterdam she meets 3 men from different nationalities, with whom she shares a room.

With Oleksander, one of her room mates, she seemed to connect at a deeper level. Conversations with him makes her reflect on her life back home. She relives the memories of her fiancé patronizing her and forbidding her from doing things. These conversations and reflections and questions helps her discovers her own self.

She meets an Italian restaurateur, about whom she feels free to express her femininity and to some extent her sexuality, without getting caught in the morals of her back home reality.

Once by mistake, she accidentally sends a picture of hers in a modern outfit (what she considers as revealing) to her fiancé. Seeing the picture, the mind of her fiancé changes and he comes searching for her to Europe and wants her to get back to his life. Rani, however has moved on. She refuses to go back and prefers to live an independent life of her own.

 

Gender Dynamics:

Unaware of dependence / Never questioning the status quo:
While Rani may have found independence and also happiness in this independence, what is interesting is that she was unaware of her state of dependence and dis-empowerment in her life till she discovers herself. Her worldview was limited to getting impressed (pataov) by the guy, getting married, wanting the ceremony to go well, excitement about the 1st night, what to do in honeymoonetc.

She seeks her fiancé’s and parental approval for most decisions of her life and she would never question this dynamics.This is one big issue in women in India; that they themselves are not fully aware of their own dis-empowerment and dependence and they would never question this social system.It is interesting that mostly the family does not have ill intentions for the girl. They think that they are doing good to the girl. They are unaware that in the name of safety, security, morality and tradition, they are actually disabling and disempowering the girl and making her incapable of managing her own life. As a result, there is always the need of a male support and approval that the women needs, be it in the form of father, brother or husband.
This in-turn limits the relationships she is able to have with men, beyond these pre-defined relationships.
More so, many girls simply introject the expectations unquestioningly and hence actually do look forward to such a life of dependence, since that is what they have been conditioned to think, as the route to happiness. In a way, they somehow enjoy this disguised slavery.

Only when Rani goes to Europe, she is able to discover the person she always was, but could never be. And she might have continued to never be, if her fiancé would not have left her.

This happened, since this was probably the 1st time Rani experienced life, without the burden of expectations that her family / social setup had on her. Finding herself free to do what she wanted to, emerged the possibility of finding herself.
 

Freedom to be:
Once after the party at a night club in Paris, Rani and her Indian origin friend Vijaylakshmi are in a taxi going back to their hotel and Vijaylakshmi burps. Rani is quite amused, how someone, esp. a girl can burp so unabashedly in open. She says “we are not allowed to do so”.

While in the movie, they had fun talking about it, what touched me the most was the innocence with which Rani speaks about what all the girls are not supposed to do India. I really felt sad at the moment.

It depicts how girls in India do not have freedom to be themselves; to just be. And how they have to comply and stifle themselves in order to follow the biased societal norms.


Freedom to decide:
In one scene, Rani asks her father that she would like to do a Job.
Rani’s father is seen getting nervous with her question. He tells her that she needs to ask Vijay (her fiancé) and let him decide.  Next she is seen having this conversation with Vijay. Obviously Vijay gets uncomfortable and tries to dissuade her from doing so. He tells her, what is the need for her to work, when he is earning; does she not have trust in him! Hence no need for her to work.
Rani agrees without too much of resistance.

This scene is contrasted in Rani’s conversation with Oleksander, when she tells him that she wants to do things that she would like to. Oleksander ask her, why does she not? Who is stopping her?
This makes Rani reflect about her freedom in life, to decide for herself.

An interesting dynamics of decision making in our society is shown, where girls don’t necessarily have the freedom to make decisions for themselves and how they seem to be subservient and dependent  on the men in their lives to decide for them and how they happily seem to accept this as their fate.

Support and Encouragement:
In one scene, Rani and her friends were out partying and all three of her friends are drunk by the time they leave. And then there is a cop, who asks all of them to leave immediately. Suddenly Rani finds herself on the driving wheel of the car, with the other friends not in a state to drive. Suddenly she is left with no option but to drive. She safely drives the friends back to the hotel.

This scene is contrasted with another scene, where Rani is seen learning to drive while her fiancé is sitting next to her. The fiancé is shown obviously getting irritated with Rani’s driving and is seen as discouraging her.

Even while the girls might be wanting to get freedom in some aspects of their life, do the men in their lives really encourage them to achieve it. Or are men busy discouraging and dousing any desire of independence and self-reliance that might be there.


Acceptance of Femininity sans morality:
When Rani lands in Amsterdam, she is shocked to learn that her friend vijaylaxmi has booked her in a hostel, where she would need to share the room with three unknown men. She is too scared of the thought; first she decides to leave the hostel, however not finding an alternate option, she sleeps in the lobby of the hostel.
She finds the idea of a young girl to share the room with three men completely shocking and going by the culture she comes from, completely immoral.

From getting to terms with eventually sharing the room with three men, Rani explores another aspect of her personality; that of her own femininity and romance. She is shown as having a crush on an Italian Restaurateur with whom she works in a cooking festival. She consummates this crush with nothing more than a kiss, her first one ever! She is able to do so without getting trapped in morality.

 
Reflection:
A very funny reflective moment for Rani happens when she is narrating a story to vijaylaxmi.

She tells vijaylaxmi how she has become like Gupta Uncle. “Gupta uncle has got Cancer. He never drank alcohol in his life; he never smoked; still he got cancer; wouldn’t it have been better if he had done so”.
She seems to be repenting on her state, that she did all that was supposed to be done by a “nice girl” in her family (and not do things she was not supposed to do) and still she got dumped. Might as well have done all that was not allowed to be done.

Male chauvinism:
Towards the end, Vijay comes to Europe, searching for her to bring her back to his life. However The attitude demonstrated is that of, “I can come back when I want and repossess you”; the guilt is minimal; He is very un-apologetic and wants her to come back immediately with him back to India.
And not wanting to know how she is feeling; what she must have gone through post the break-up; and what does it mean to be on a honeymoon, alone.


He behaves as if all this does not matter and now that he wants her back in his life she should just come back, as if nothing had happened.
Far from being apologetic, he is on the contrary seen as questioning Rani is a very deplorable manner as to how could she share a room with three men. He even scares her by asking “What if his mom comes to know, what she will think of her”. He also patronizes her by telling her, that she does not know how these foreigners are, what all they could do to her. Eventually the conversation gets worse and he tries to physically grab her and command her to come with him.

This was the low point (high point of male chauvinism) that was depicted in the movie, where the guy feels like he owns the girl. He is completely possessive of her and all that matters is how he thinks and feels and there is no space or sensitivity towards how the girl would be feeling.

Such a malecentric attitude of our society, where what the man wants and desires is of prime importance and the woman is just an object, which the man has to possess, when he desires to, for me is the root of all the gender bias that exists in our society.

Let Go:
The let go from the past finally happens on the last day, when Rani and her friends leave the hostel room. We get to realize that in the entire trip, Rani was carrying her wedding card in her purse.

When the friends leave the hostel room, tourists, as a custom, drop a piece of themselves in the room.
Rani, as a part of herself, pins-up her wedding card on the wall of the room.


This was very symbolic, of her moving away from her past life of dependence.

From Dependence to Independence
The character of Rani moves from a state of dependence to independence, (with a small stint of counter-dependence) (and of course not yet moving into the space of interdependence).
In the beginning, Rani is shown as completely dependent on her family for anything she does. Even when she has to go out, her Kid brother is there all the time. Anywhere she needs to go, her parents send her brother with him; including her first date with Vijay.

This phenomenon, which exists mostly everywhere in our society, reeks of huge amounts of gender bias; that a girl cannot manage herself alone; she needs a man’s presence to take care of her; even if the man is a small kid brother.

 After Vijay dumps Rani just before the wedding, Rani goes into a complete shock. She locks herself in the room and does not listen to her mother or father. She does reverse of what they say. These were her brief moments of counter-dependency.

When Rani goes to Paris, her friend vijaylaxmi helps her develop self-confidence which makes Rani get comfortable to be alone. Initially she had been contemplating of going back to India from Paris, since she was too scared to manage herself, she later get confidence to got to Amsterdam and continue her journey.

However this encounter with vijaylaxmi and Paris does not make her independent yet. At the railway station, to catch the train to Amsterdam, she is seen persuading vijaylaxmi to join her. She is seen very upset by the prospects of leaving vijaylaxmi behind.

While explicitly it comes across as an emotional loss of leaving a friend behind, it still demonstrates her dependence only that the dependence has shifted from her family to the new found friend.

Only after more experiences in Amsterdam, which include participating in a cooking competition along with the Italian cook; confronting Vijay and not going back with him to India and instead joining her friends in the rock show; does independence seep in and she starts to assert herself.
In her last evening in Amsterdam, while dancing in the rock show along with her three friend, her friends take her leave as they need to go someplace else.

In the next scene, Rani is not seen as gloomy, missing her friends. Instead she, after completing the farewell formalities, is back in the rock show and very happy and confident dancing alone.

According to me, this completed her cycle from dependence to Independence.

This independence gets demonstrated further, when back in India, she visits Vijay’s home. She chooses to leave him and returns the engagement ring. But now she is not stricken with remorse; she even goes as far as thanking him and having Gratitude for him, for giving her the opportunity to discover herself.
Had he not dumped her, she may never have found herself !


Ameet Mattoo
Aug 2014

Published in ISABS Newsletter "Here and Now" - Aug 2014
http://www.isabs.org/newsletter/aug2014/Here_n_Now_vol27__Aug2014.html   Page 8.

 

Thursday, June 12, 2014

Phire se wahi khoofnaak khawab


Aaj raat aachanak meri neend toti.
Maine koyee khawb deekha tha shaayad.
Kaafi khoofnaak khawaab tha woh.
Me abhi taak kaamp raha hoon.

Thand se mere chehray pe laal daag pad gaye ,
Neend aayse toothi,
Ki neend door door tak kahin nazar nahi aa rahi.

Aaysa kyon hua, ki mein aaj phir,
kayee saalon ke baad aapne ghar gaya tha.
25 saal ke baad.
Bahut lamba aarsa hau gaya.

Par haalat abhi bhi waayse he thay.
Mein aur mere gharwaale
jaan bacha ke baagh rahe the.
Farak itna tha,
ki aabh jis gaadi mein hum baagh rahe the,
woh meri naayi gaadi thi,
aur jau laug mere saath baagh rahe the,
woh bhi wohi thay, jau aab meri zindagi mein hai.

Log badlay, gaadi badli, waqt baadla,
Par haalat abhi taak nahi badley
Mere jazbaat abhi taak nahi badley!

Woh khauf ka mahool abhi tak whi hai.
Woh jung woh fasaad, abhi tak wahi hai.

Aaj kal suna hai, bahut saylaani wahan jate hai,
Jaanat ka naazara hai, woh batlayte hai.
Par hum ne issay kabhi aaysa nahi paaya hai.
Hum ne tau aapna sab kuch wahi gavaya hai.

Patthar ke khuda, Patthae ke sanam,
Patthar ke insaan paye hai.
Tum sahar e mahaubbat kahtey hau,
Hum jaan bacha ke aaye hai.
Aur haar baar jaan bacha kay he aate aaye hai.

12th June, 2014 04:30am


 

Golden Era of Indian Music



I know there is a strong risk of sounding blasphemous when I say this,
but I have come to believe that we going through the golden era of Indian Music.
You may not have noticed it that way; since the golden era is supposed to be
the 50s and the 60s and some part of 70s, when the Kishores and the Rafis
and the Burmans and the Latas and the Ashas were ruling the roosts;
Neither did I.

Last night, driving back home, my music system happened to pick-up
the Album D-DAY from a mix-song Hindi CD and my instant reaction was –
oh what crap, how can I listen to something like a D-day.

Probably I was too tired to change the track or it was just plain serendipity,
I let the song play. And the rest of the drive back home was sheer magic.
I listen to the track (Alvida), repeatedly over and over again.
And started telling myself, wow, how come I missed this music.
And the answer was simple, there are jewels hidden all around and that
happens only when you are living in a Golden Era.

There is so much good music available all around, that we are spoilt for choices.
And to keep track of all the music that is good seems tough!

I remember the 90s and the early 00s, we use to wait for some good Hindi music
to be released and feel blessed else had to be content with the Ghazals and the Sufis and the Classicals.

Today on the contrary, Bollywood is churning one amazing music album after another:
and most of them are soulful.

In 2014 alone, we have movies like Queen, Highway, Lootera which are great musicals in themselves.
Not just one song, but all the songs. While what attracts one, is the peppy ones of the album
(London Thumukda in Queen and Sawarn Loon in Lootera),
but what one gets pleasantly surprised is that the other numbers of the album are
one better than the other. (Manmarziya, Monta re etc of Lootera).
Even a cheap sounding movie like Hasi Tau Phasi, not only turned out to be a good movie,
but has had some good music too.


And to add to that, there is immense talent all around –
thanks to the popular media, the “rule of the few” (as was the case in the past) has ended.
When there is a Rehman – the God, churning out a beauty like Highway,
there is also Amit Trivedi with Queen and it is difficult to compare which is better.
Imagine there is challenge even for God himself.
So we are no longer dependent on a few to give us good music.
While Rehman and Shankar-Eshaan-Loy stand at the pedestal, at equal height is Amit Trivedi,
Hitesh Sonik, Clinton Crejo.

Same is true for singers. The days of dependency on a few singers are over.
This was proven true a few years ago, when Rahman decided to choose new comers
over Sonu Nigham in Rang De Basanti. I was left wondering for a long time,
what made Rehman to do so. How good would have the songs of Rang De sounded,
if Sonu had sung them!

Today, while Sonu is where he is, we also have singers like Amitabh Bhattacharya,
Benny Dayal, Arijit Singh et al, who are equally soulful.

And some part of the credit for this change definitely goes to MTV.
They changed the music scene in India when they introduced Coke Studio
and Unplugged for India. While these programs were already classics in the west
(and also pakistan), would they thrive in India was yet to seen.

And considering that the season 1 of coke studio did not create so much appreciation;
partially for the unfair comparison with already established coke studio Pakistan
and partially because of too much experimentation by Lisle Levis.
Still season 1 gave us classics like Aa Mil Yaar by Wadali brothers, Allah he Ream
by Sankar Mahadeven, Chittehya by Sunudhi and Oh Maaji re by Shaan,
which ensured that coke studio came back.
And season 2 onwards, it unleashed the potential of new age music composers
like Amit Trivedi, Hitesh Sonik and Clinton Crejo.

And suddenly we had kid singers like Devendra
Singh singing a classical like Nirmohiya along with Harshdeep Kaur and Vishal
Dadlani coming to his own along with Sonu Kakkar singing Madari Madari.

And by season 3, an epitome was reached with Rehman composed a mesmerizing
fusion of Karnatic music, Hindustani classical music, Sufi music and Western jazz
in the song Soz o Salaam sung by Padmabhushan Ghulam Mustafa Khan and family.

Today, there is no dearth of good music directors, lyrics writers or singers,
both in bollywood music and in independent music albums.
Many kids in India today are growing up aspiring to have a career in music;
a social trend which around a decade ago would have been looked down upon,
but parents today are fully supporting these kids. Wow!

Indeed this is a Golden decade and a Golden Era of Indian Music. Long live Music!

"Music is like Meditation. Listing to good music, listening to pure music, is like sitting in a temple and worshipping God”


Alvida, D-Day http://youtu.be/mnsznLWSYJs

May 29, 2014 at 11:25am

What is the Color of your Topi?



What is the color of your Topi


From being the symbol of simplicity, austerity and piousness,


the topi has taken many colors, many hues.


Starting from the Gandhi topi -


worn by the father of the nation as a symbol of resistance to the imperial brutality - a white khaki topi.


It was associated to cultural pride, self-reliance and solidarity with India's rural masses.


Later on the cap was made more popular by Nehru and other politicians,


that is when it took the shape of being a symbol of political activism and being a politician.


Recently, It got a new birth, in a new avatar as the white cap by Anna, where it found a new meaning: of standing up to claim our own right against the corrupt sarkari Imperial.


Since then the simple cap has taken many turns and many colors.


First, what looked like a simple copy paste by the AAP, eventually turned out to be a political turn.


Looks like the topi cannot stay away from political agenda.


Seeing the popularity and value of the symbols it brought in, other parties could not stay away.


We have the Red cap of the Samajwadi Party.


The Saffron cap of the BJP


Blue cap of BSP


And then of course, there is the much debated skull cap.


It is not uncommon to see common men wearing these multi-colored topis to show solidarity of the party they support.


The emotional ploy has worked!


Are all these topis a way of putting topi on the emotions of the poor citizens ? What will really happen and which topi will eventually win. Only time will tell.


Meanwhile, what is the color of your Topi?





April 13, 2014 at 5:59pm

The Unfolding Of The Unconscious



The Unfolding Of The Unconscious is an amazing process.

While it is effort-full and also at times painful,
the usual clichéd states ascribed to this process.

What however amazes me is that,
what it reveals in nothing new!

We already know it well.
It appears so fresh and alive, when it emerges.
We get aware of it so quickly
and realize how it has been impacting our being and our life.

And the cost we have been paying for being that way.
Just that it has not been in our conscious awareness!

We know it, but are not aware of it.

A very intriguing state.
Knowing but not being aware.
And by not being aware, our life seems to be running in an auto mode.

That is how our unconscious is driving our life.
And without awareness we becomes victims of our own self.

There seems to be a strong membrane of “living” that
separates this hidden knowing from coming into awareness.

This “living” is the mindless rush of tasks, of doing, of achieving,
of making things happen, of setting things right......
Without creating any space to reflect.

Only with reflection, with moments of silence, does awareness
emerge and the possiblity to uncover the unconsciousness.

While it indeed is effort-full to break-into the unconscious,
the more we are persistent, the more it will happen.

And once this membrane of living is permeated,
it becomes all too easy to make sense of what has been
really happening in this so called “living”.

And emerges the possibility of altering the life script we
have been so mindless following.

There is immense empowerment and freedom in this new being.

As Carl Jung said, “Until you make the unconscious conscious, it will direct your life and you will call it fate.